My sweet husband, 3 years ago at this time you were still here with me. I miss you every day more than you could know. And now I have lost Steven so the hole in my heart is twice as big. I feel lost and alone even though I do have support from my family that is left. Rosalie is a wonderful friend I can hold onto. Yet what I would give to see you both again. You will have my love forever.XOXOXO

Today is the day you left this earth even though it feels like only a few weeks I still miss you more and more with each day just like you use to say "you're gonna miss this someday" You were so right Dwain I still love you with all my heart and soul (and then some) Rest in peace my SWEET MAN Xo

I know now what you meant when you told me how lonely it is here without the other. What I wouldn't give to be able to kiss you, hug you, or even get mad at you for humming. Just one more time. No way will ever take your place. I promise.